A star is born

給你：

說好了在這封信裡，我們都要說些真的又說些假的，讓讀的人猜什麼是虛構什麼是心聲。

我會說，這是一個不太理想的第四周。就當我以為跌倒一次後就學懂了站起的原理，我又一次，又一次，又一次跌低了。

如果不作記錄，如果視為平常，放棄的話一切就完結了。如果不去考試就不會不合格，如果不嘗試就不用擔心失敗。除非過去的日子累積下來的智慧在此時發揮作用。It sucks, you are disappointed, but it is not over yet. Not until you try one more time.

Get up and let today be your first day.

然後我們錯過了這一周，但下一周應該要更好的。

經介紹下看了這套A star is born. 也喜歡的，不過觸動不及whiplash 和 begin again (lalaland ia one my watchlist, still) 。

但我很喜歡藍調和鄉村音樂。

以下不是劇評，算是一點感想。我覺得，當你成功過而看著一個比你更成功的人出現，而如果你愛這個人，心裡的感覺一定比jealousy複雜。 When a star is born, a star is dying elsewhere. 兩者之間未必有因果關係，但世事都是巧妙的方法，被循環地接駁在一起。

你會想在自己的火光熄滅前，把自己的精神轉移到另一團燒得好看的火焰裡。may be because you know you are leaving, and time is running out before you say goodbye to the goods you have. So when you find the spark that reminds you love and passion and pride, you feel and act differenty just for that special one. You want to be part of their beauty, to share their moment, before you become irrelevant to this special chapter of your life. We will , somehow, say goodbye to something we dont ever imagine to live without. It just happened.
One night, i thought about the word humanity. I thought true love is, when you meet someone and you would not doubt humanity. She could be imperfect, could be wrong, but she would not put your hope and trust in risk. With her, you will believe in humanity. That you are absolutely sure that your heart is not a toy. That you are not a fool. That you are valuable because you are.

這個世界很大。看音樂電影的感想換到另一個世界，又會一下子不適用。或者我們永遠無法用一套電影一首歌一封信表達一切一切。Its all about us. Share it to the world, and fuel the fire that may warm another's heart. In the end, if it matters, it always will.

Goodnight.